I have been in love with a girl for almost 2 years. She doesn’t love me back and that hurts.
She is already with another girl. I told myself when I met her “don’t fall in love with her” but still I did. I felt madly in love with her. You can’t choose who you will love.
We are good friends. So we see eachother a lot. She knows that I like her and sometimes she likes to play with my feelings. I let her, because I like the attention even when it hurts me later on.
I know we can’t be together. I tell myself all the time. Still I can’t stop loving her. That needs time and she is okay with that. She still is there for me in times when I need her. We can be friends and that is enough.
It is hard for me, but still we can talk about it. At first she had an hard time dealing with my feelings because she didn’t like the idea and was afraid that our friendship would change. But things are alright now.
I think about her all the time. And I want to be with her all the time. She knows that. Luckly she wants to spend time with me and knows when she is going to far and need to take a step back. And that is so sweet of her.