I don’t want to be alone. I hate the silence. Im afraid to end up alone. With nobody left. Nobody who cares. Nobody who will love me.
Im afraid to be lonely. I can love, I want to be happy, I want to talk to people. I don’t want to be a nobody. I want to be a part of something so I will not be lonely.
Still im afraid to love somebody. It scares me because I don’t want to get hurt and end up lonely again.
Loneliness can kill people. Nobody is made to be alone. We need people. We need love. But sometimes being alone can bring peace. It can feel good to have nobody around. Only you and your thoughts.
Im lonely sometimes even when Im not alone. Because I miss one thing to not feel alone anymore.
And that is somebody who will love me and will choose not to be alone anymore.