I hate to get disappointed, but sadly it is a part of my life. A part of everybody’s life. I try not to be too excited about things because I know I can get disappointed. But still, this feeling gets me every time of my feet.
Today I got disappointed again. I was looking forward to it from the moment we set the date. I was happy and all I could think about was that. But things turned out different and it won’t happen today. So now I feel empty, sad and disappointed.
I know it is not your fault it is not my fault things happens sometimes and we will go another time but still, I hate this feeling.
I’m afraid when something really matters to me will turn out different, like today. I needed this day, you know that. Again it is not your fault.
But it happens a lot to me.
And again I got disappointed.