Being in love feels good. It is wonderful to be in love and it feels so good when I’m with you. It is the greatest feeling I have ever felt. But still, I don’t want to feel it for you.
You don’t love me back. You don’t see me as I see you. You don’t care about me like I do for you. You don’t want to spend time with me like I want to be with you every minute of the day. You don’t think about me like I think about you. You don’t lay awake in the night thinking about me. Like I do because of you.
You don’t need me as I need you.
You don’t love me and I can’t make you fall in love with me.
You can’t choose the person you fall in love with but if I could I would not choose to love you. It would make things so easier for us. It wouldn’t hurt that much to not have you. I would be alright. And we could have an easy friendship.
Now I’m trying every day to let you go. Try to move on. When you are gone for a while I tell myself this is the moment to let you go. Get over you. I will miss you and from the moment I will see you again I will fall so hard for you again.
I will do anything for you.
But the only thing I want is to get over you. I don’t want to love you
but still, I do