What you don’t know

What you don’t know is that I feel sad and alone sometimes.
What you don’t know is that I cry about you
that I care about you.
What you don’t know is that I feel empty when I try to sleep.
I dream about you,
I miss you.
I’m scared about my future I don’t know what I want to be
and who I want to be.
I smile and be happy,
but what you don’t know is that I not always feel happy.
Somedays I have my down days and then I need you the most,
but you can’t be there for me every time, then I feel lonely again.
I need to do things on my own but what if I can’t do it?
I’m not depressed, I just struggle. I struggle with myself.
Everybody does right?
What you don’t know is that I struggle because of you.
I’m happy when I’m with you, but what you don’t know is that I hate it when you are gone.
What you don’t know is that I write about you.
What would you do if you read this?
I don’t want to think about that.
There is so much I want to tell and want to write but all the words I put down only will say:

I love you.
That is one thing you do know.

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