Do you know how that moment changed everything for me? For us? It is not the same anymore since we share that kiss. Don’t get me wrong I liked it.
No, I loved it. And I loved that it was not or only kiss not or only moment together. Because we did more it’s like we are together but we are not.
I like you but I don’t know if you like me. The one moment I think. “Yes, she does” but then I hear you speak about him. And I break every time you say his name.
Why do we act like this? I asked you the last time you came over after, you kissed me again. You smiled and said. “Because I like it and it is nice”
But it is more than nice to me. Why do you act like you like me when we sit together. We sit so close to each other. And I don’t like it when those moments come to an end.
Why do we act like a couple when you don’t want it? Or do you want to be a couple? I want it. That’s for sure.
We act so differently but still, it feels so good to have those moments with you. Our little secret. But it drives me crazy. To not know what you feel.
Maybe I know the answer already. Maybe I don’t want to know it. But what if you do like me. Please be honest one day.
Or do I need to be honest? I’m scared. Are you scared too?
Scared for what this is between us?
Is that why we act like this?