It’s been a while since I saw you. The last time when I saw your face was not the best time. I saw the pain in your eyes or at least I hope it was pain.. because all I felt was pain. The pain of knowing that I will be going to miss you. The pain of realizing that you will be gone for a while.
I hate to miss you, I don’t want to miss you. I want you here with me. I need you… even when it is not the best thing to want.
I walk around looking for you. But you are not here. You have left this place and left me. It is okay you needed to move on. It was for the best. Even for me… a new start a new story for you and for me but I will miss our story. Our story became so important to me. Our story has come to an end but it is okay even when I will miss it so much. It is for the better.
However, I miss you every day. I betray myself that I mention to you when I talk with people. I feel happy when I mention you. Just keep the memories of you alive. It is just like you are here with me when I talk about you.
But you are not..
You have your own life again. We have been through so much together. Our story has ended. For now. And all I do is missing you even when I don’t want to.
I realize we will see each other again. Al I can think of is that I will go to miss you every time you will walk away. Something I don’t want to.